Background Part 1

So more of a background on my kick that I have been on.  So last December I was talking with a friend and she lovingly made a comment that she was a bit worried about how much sugar I was taking in.  As I really appreciate her concern my heart was not in a place where I was open enough to listen to what she was saying. Give up my soda? What are you thinking? I did better for a bit but my habits of drinking any soda in sight continued. So what else happened?.... Funny you should ask I went with Brian and some friends to look at motorcycle pants. Have you ever been in a situation where you were the only one who couldn't do something. Now you know how I felt. I had a hard time finding a jacket that would fit and pants... FORGET ABOUT IT!  I walked away feeling a little bummed out. It's not like the lady at the shop didn't try. She was quite the trooper.  Was that the pushing point? Not that I am sure of that. I think it was one step of many that had me walking forward finally instead of backward. I will update more tomorrow. I am some kind of tired. I guess twice in one day gym time has me a bit tired! :-)